Why the darkside?

I’ve had many either ask me this bluntly or they belittle my need to rage out or don’t understand how I can hold views that are so on fire & upsetting? And its something I’ve questioned myself many times and personally I feel the more darkness that I can accept within myself? That equals to the more awake & conscious I am of the darkness that I express, putting into the world whether unconscious or not! 

Many of you dont understand that all of us have a dark side that we are each responsible for. But, and yes, because of Christianity, you dont see it that way even if you arent necessarily a Christian. The views of Christianity have a large hold upon humanity regardless of how much you’re aware or not. Which is why we should always be looking at ourselves. 

Why? So that we can grow more aware of ourselves now, catch up with our work, take responsibility, step up to the plate, and realize that we create most of the physical world. The Gods, Goddesses, and encompassing spirits mirror back to us our soul. Which is why many of us are so damned confused when looking in the mirror. Because we are taught to not find value within ourselves! 

So in essence while many might hear something negative, something hard to swallow or have on your shoulders everyday. But actually I”m excercising more faith in you, in me, and in our ability to wake up & cause change in ourselves & the environrment more so than any other person may ever in your whole entire life! 

Yes I speak of darkness, I speak of thingyou were taught to fear, I speak of accepting truths, and yes its hard! Its hard as fuck! I wont even lie! But it FEELS good to accept the truth. To do what everyone is so afraid to do. Simply because their teacher told them not to do this or to do that. Don’t doubt what youve heard. 

I’ve seen more than my share of proof that the Bible was written to scare you. To steal from you & scare you. Because what better what to confuse the common people by confusing them about whether or not they have a soul, or if it will go to heaven or hell. And the very fact that witchcraft was thrown to the way side while everyone acts like Christianity is the most hated? Actually that isn’t true. It’s socially accepted to hate christianity, I”ll give you that. Yes. But when do you ever hear what people think of witchcraft? The only ones who speak publicly of witchcraft are Christians

Why? Because they were taught to take on the blame for the burning times. This was the governments way of causing a bluring line and a confusion. Because they weren’t Christians when the religion was formed. It was used to convert people so that they knew what the people believed. They knew what mentality they were dealing with because a pagan or heathen mind is far too free & can’t be controlled. 

A pagan hugged trees and talked to planets… a pagan knows better than to believe a human. Pagans knew and saw the truth. The witches saw what happened and they vowed to remain silent for self preserver. While I understand that then. It is time to come out of the shadows now! If you feel so called to! 

Accept the term “devil worshiper” or “satanist” as that is what we will always be in their eyes. And in truth it isn’t any different! If you are a pagan or a witch that judgemes Satanism then you haven’t faced up to the truth of how wrong that is when you are merely misunderstanding it. Allowing your own ignorant fear get in the way. Satanists & Witches should be on the same side. 

Satanism, imo is truly a rebellion against the Government. The rules of the Government. The games and political parties of the government. Not all religions are the same. Not all of them were created by power hungry politicians. Any religion that is for the development of the self, respects the planets, and the unknown is a path that all of us should feel inclined towards. 

It isn’t your job to judge someone who believes in the Gods, or the one who lacks the fatith in a God. So long as they aren’t judgeing you. And most of both of these sides lack the judgement. But it must end. The seperation & the very judgement was forced on you. It isn’t truly a part of who you are! The government attempts to control what you love what you hate, what you feel and think. So they will always win or they will send you to the crazy house! 

Can you believe that the very symptom “self important” or “self love” is looked at as a narcissistic trait? While yes an imbalanced view, I can see. But since when is it wrong or bad to love one self or to see importance in one self? This is why there is so much jealousy in the world and why people who have a low self esteem talk trash of those that have confidence and make them out to be some kind of arrogant dickhead. Not always so! 

This is because the darkness of humanity is running always and always extroverted. It is a rare person where that darkness is looking inward instead of outward. I am a prime example of people hating on me no matter what I”ve done. I’ve been hated for speaking my mind, calling someone out, even nicely and with tact, I”ve been hated for expecting someone to live up to their own word! IF you do shit like this, this isnt right. Youre word is all you have. IF you’re gonna get pissed at someone else for being sad because you didn’t relieved? You are the equivalent to a five year old. 

Why the horror movies? To gain understanding from dark art in order to become comfortable with what we fear. It is a study. A way to understand, to prepare. To accept all that goes wrong in the world, but at the same time? We mustn’t accept it to the point where we are no longer inspired to cause change! That is when youre dead. The point isn’t to accept no change. The point is to accept the opposition. The darkness that will always confront you, do its thing, and make you hate it. You dont need to forgive it. You need to accept it exists, accept that it happens, but understand why it happens, know that there are many different reasons to that why… and then? Do what you can to cause evolution in this area. Because the truth of the matter is, whatever darkness that happened to you? It doesn’t mean you commuted the same act in the past but it does mean that there was some kind of an agreement or arrangement that was made that this darkness would happen so to be an alarm to awaken us to a certain level so that we will fulfill our soul mission. 

Darkness isn’t the enemy. Darkness is the closest ally we can relate to you simply in different ways. But if I can understand youre darkness and you can understand mine… however not expect the other to accept it. But work to evolve the darkness… that the point! OR else we will have to experience the same things again and again until its faced, accepted, integrated and then used as fuel to cause change in human evolution! 

Thats the point! Its to know that we are very flawed. Look at those flaws. See them. Dont deny them. Even if you are unsure what to do with them, just see them. And youre guidance will come. Keep an open mind and an open heart. Some things that may seem dark, maybe simply your perceptive but its something that couldn’t be changed and needed to happen in the moment or in that single lifetime. Such as deaths, etc. 

IN order to understand we can cause change, we must understand that there are other things that cannot be changed. 

The darkside, the anger, the pain, the uncomfortable things that we experience and feel must be not only faced, but integrated, and accepted as a part of ourselves. The fact that many are too eager to forget explains the stagnant spiritual state we are in. We have stopped the willingness to learn. 

This is why Jesus, while I believe he existed to some degree but his tale was twisted. One single persons perspective, not mine, not his, not yours is the only one to learn from or follow. Plus he came at a different time, we also dont know if there may have been some other reason for his existence, such as a reminder of this very darkness that humanity believes they have covered up well. 

Why do you think people eagerly fall to their knees when they sense the fierceness of Jesus? Guilty conscious. Jesus would never ask anyone to turn their entire lives upside down unless they were causing unneeded destructive energy that was harmful. And if that soul had a specific plan with the energy of Jesus. 

We must look at the subconscious of humanity as a large pool of concepts, thoughts, and beliefs. Wherever there is fear or corruption we must come back to that concept and face it. Let it teach us. So we understand all sides of it that we are meant to. However we always have a choice but we are taught we have no spiritual choice we wont know a limit and we will go overboard and assume the wrong things while we do such. For example a reborn christian, perhaps they are going back to a point in their life where we denied christianity without proper reason but just because someone told them to, therefore his soul neeeded to go back to that point whether in the same lifetime or another, they see a vision of Jesus, the vision is real but his translation is colored by his own soul, the issues, the good, bad, ugly, how much suffering does he owe this energy? what he involved with the killing of jesus or the corruption? whatever! it can be many things and not just relating to that. 

This is all something i’ve learned from the Akashic REcords. Ultimately all things are a concept, when everything is seen as a library with every souls past, present, and future within it. Everything must be seen as a concept then, and energy being given and taken as polarities in order to keep order and a balance.

So again, this is why its important to first see the path as dark, seek for dark and misunderstood first. Seek why someone is telling you that someone or something is evil. Because if you believe that at the drop of a hat? Imagine what else you are listening to that has no root in truth at all and youre walking around with someone elses eyes & judgement running! You’ve wasted your whole life if youre doing that! 

Yes, my goddess Hekate has me see many things from her perspective but they are all things that I would have already known one way or another if I had held on to the believes that I have from lifetime to lifetime. Instead we are being inserted by our real memories when we awaken, one at a time, it takes time because we can’t comprehend more than we are able to in the moment. 

The things I’ve seen through Hekates eyes are really my own old eyes, but she gave it a boost, i saw past lives, i saw past lives as  a with, i saw the conversion to Christianity, i saw the divorce between humanity and nature. I saw many things that i dont doubt that has happened and are by far more sensible than anything you will read in the bible. 

Yes it is difficult to walk the path of  Satanist. I believe it is the hardest path to walk. Because there isn’t any entity even though there are many that are willing to teach you & support you. But there aren’t any that are going to save you from anything. It takes a love for truth, a love for oneself, and a faith in oneself that many lack but it is due to the very fact that we have been taught to stay way from this or else you will find doom & gloom.

I wish I could jump into the bodies of all of you people whom are afraid and just say, “Its all doom & gloom regardless”. Youre life isn’t better than me because you have chosen to ignore things. In fact spiritually speaking, and this can be proven in the very fact that humanity hasn’t had a physical evolutionary growth spurt in a long time now, in fact things are being released to the common people as news when the stuff is probably old or was released before but nobody remembers because everyone is so focused on what they feed you. 

It isn’t an insult or a negative thing to recognize your ignorance. That shows you how much you have to learn, it shows you how behind we are, and that causes you to ask questions about the people running this whole thing. How much do they know? How much are they hiding? I will tell you they aren’t that much smarter than you. They just know more information but without a spiritual foundation that is of raw and uncorrupted truth? They wont go far. This keeps us stagnant and slows us down… to give us to time to rethink things. 

The more stubborn you are though, the more you are causing yourself uneeded strain. And youre racking up more bullshit. Until these things are seen and integrated youre always going to feel like a victim. And most people seem to rather be just that because its easier to believe you have no choice. 

We always have a choice. WE dont have complete control but we do have a choice. The forces of the universe would never allow you to not chose truth. If something keep budding its head in your life? Particularly of a dark nature? It isn’t a sign that you need to call Jesus. For the love of Dionysus leave that guy alone! 

Its a sign to accept the calling to take responsibility for yourself. Think for yourself. Ask the universe questions. It will answer. Stop assuming you know it all when you dont know anything. Anton Lavey was wrong when he said “too bad stupidity isn’t painful” it is painful. Because we always see everything, but a part of us will deny until its forced to see the truth. Sometimes this takes centuries of pain. And not only that but if youre in pain, youre causing someone else pain. Its true. If you aren’t trying then youre hurting other people too. 

Thats why…. the darkside is the only side. You must only see it. 

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