Wisdom found in astrology?


Whats wrong with astrology, you ask?

You are bypassing the One true God to depend on planets to tell you who you are & how to approach your struggles. You are depending upon intelligences of planets to care about the effects they have on humanity on earth while they are busy doing their own thing.

Don’t get me wrong some of them care to a degree, others don’t. Im not rejecting the validity in astrology,Im simply saying that it’s mixed with truth in order to hook you. And the main reason they want your attention is to become a muse in return for a few pearls of wisdom but mostly repetitious words of entertainment.

After a while you may begin to feel drained or like your a planet, yourself spinning repeatedly in orbit around the sun.

The intelligence of the planets are really not much smarter than we are. And act like mirrors of our innermost thoughts many times.

However I will say the most helpful planet for me was Jupiter, Mars , & Mercury, that is if he wasn’t in a tempermental mood.

The planets would honestly prefer you to just write about them as God’s instead of planets effecting horoscopes. They are better to be used as creative muses with caution.

They can help a time or two particuarly Saturn & Jupiter. But not highly dependable. They are not meant to be seen as full benevolant side from Jupiter, Id say he cares the most but also wants to be written about the most.

Ask yourself why ignore The true God that does wish to help you & instead settle for planets that behave as insane as we do?

The planets don’t have a goal or moral compass only The God has the stability & information you seek. Seeking elsewhere runs the risk of losing your mind.

I speak from experience. I worked with the planets plenty & it became repetitious mostly and most of it was illusion.

Take a step back. How much of it is truth & illusion? How much of it is full or what you already know but an underneath feeling of desperation to keep your attention?

They arent where we need to go for answers. Dont get me wrong I love them but they are muse. Thats all.

Jesus Christ–Ascended Master?


Jesus Christ as an ascended master?

From my experience, and I’ve been around, Ive tried everything, when I viewed Jesus as an ascended master it seemed to make him “weak” in power in my experience because making him equal to Teachers such as Buddha; essentially keeps the fierce power of Jesus & the ultimate God oppressed from your experience.

Why?

Because the enemy keeps you from seeing the glory & true power of the only God you need. The enemy doesn’t want you to witness this because he will lose your engagement.

In order to truly know God, to benefit from his love, power & protection we must not equal him to other deities nor mundane his power as the same as Buddha.

This is a fact. I am not repeating words. I’m speaking from experience. If you equal Jesus to other deities you will never get to know him not understand why he is so important to our well being spiritually & physically. No matter how flawed we may see ourselves to be.

Jesus Christ truly is the ultimate God. To water him down means you reject him, his life as man, what he did for God’s children, it also means you are most likely recreating his story to whatever you prefer.

Jesus is not to be recreated. If he is apart of your worship, how to worship needs to be done as said so for a reason that benefits you more than you know.

There is a reason for Gods requests, precision, etc.

If youre respecting Jesus Christ as an ascended master, you are respecting the false Jesus. As I too, shortly began doing.

It wasn’t long after I realized I was in trouble. I began having dreams that the real Jesus was coming with fierceness to protect me.

I was in trouble.

My first dream was that I was lost in the middle of darkness, a loud noise was inside my head & all around me. The darkness began to feel like a presence, an entity. Then it began to influence my mind from good to evil. In dream I then pulled a crucifix that was beneath me out and pointed it towards the darkness and i shouted, “I command you to flee from me, in the name of Jesus Christ!”

I have never been an experienced Christian nor ever felt the need to do something like that before. And the fact that it came into my dreams felt like something I needed to take seriously. Soon after I accepted Jesus into my life I saw him approach me from all four corners or directions, north, south, east, and west with a fierce expression as if he was claiming these areas in order to begin work with me.

I realize then that I do not know this Jesus but i do..? Somehow. I felt afraid but assured that things will work out so long as I surrendered.

Update!


Just to update all of you things are still continuously reshaping themselves to be as they are meant to be; According to my one true God, Jesus!

And Ive found myself not even able to refer to myself as a witch anymore. Simply because I lack the traditions even though I can see what many can see or feel.

But I can also see/feel what/whom should be recognized first. I do not practical rituals anymore. I do not do tarot/oracle cards for myself nor others. I do not cast spells.

I am simply a Christian whom sees in a specific way because of my background. However i am interested in becoming a demonologist & helping others with spiritual warfare.

I feel that I’m specifically here to help people transition from old religions to christianity. And help them through their demonic attacks. And how to deal with Satan.

Buddhism Trickery


How can a path that seems to teach peace & tolerance be evil you ask?

The number one teaching of Buddhism is “Life is suffering”.

Buddhism teaches that there is no real evil nor good. This path teaches to break attachment to everything, everyone, every thought & desire. To shut down identity to your mind or ego as a whole. It teaches pantheism.

On top of everything else this is very dangerous.

The goal of Buddhism is ego death. To escape the cycle of reincarnation. To essentially die & no longer exist. Because there is a true nature that is naturally joyful that none of us can truly experience because its outside of the mind.

What does this sound like to you? Denial & hatred towards the human race. Someone said that humanity needs “to go” with a polite tone or a hypocrite one….

I knew this path well. I even favored it along with Satanism, Shamanism, and Druidry.

It only did one thing for me however. It had me do the exact opposite, i began paying MORE attention to the thoughts & voices in my head.

From then on things twisted & turned to many different colors and shades as if I was desperately being sold something pretty to believe in.

After a while i felt like I was repeating riddled that didn’t really make any sense. And I began to notice the line between good and evil was blurring more & more.

I was still suffering. Buddhism teaches that even in bad things there is good. That is true. But it doesn’t mean it cant be fought against or moved beyond from.

Buddhism keeps you oppressed which claiming to be peaceful. It has you give up ownership of your ego, soul, and body. In order to “know” your true nature tho you cannot technically ever expereience it.

Hmm…

Tree Spirits–Demonic?


My journey working with Trees..

Through out my pagan life I always wondered why trees had such a bad rep. I used to joke around saying, “Don’t be talking to trees”. For the first several years my work with trees were amazing, miraculous, so called healing. But it slowly but surely changed when i began to shamanic journey into them.

Which is when you meet several guides that explain to you the three dimensions within humanity & this world that lies just beneath the physical. The lower realms, middle and upper. I learned so many things.

But ultimately it led to a sort of madness. I was in tune with fairies, forest deities, and tree spirits. The way they behaved became less friendly, less healing, less upfront, and more aggressive, showing more wicked traits, expressing hatred & annoyance towards humanity.

Before I knew it for the last two years everything that the tree spirits would express was repetitious hatred. Every other day i could hear trees shouting at humans that would pass by with negativity. They weren’t even necessarily directing it towards me. But they wanted me to hear it.

I was also talked by a tree spirit for some time. She wouldn’t ever speak. She would only watch me with this weird stillness. I finally let her inside of my body and that increased the negativity towards humanity yet stroking my ego. Which i had a hard time believing.

My spiritual warfare began just before I converted. In fact I knew because of the negative behavior of trees something wasn’t right. Suddenly the paths i had been on for the past 15 years seemed wrong.

It made me really look at path, how i was helping others, and how my life has fallen apart;it all became clear to me that I needed something else. Suddenly I began to have dreams of Jesus coming.

And as the days went by if I could describe it visually. Jesus approached me before i knew i needed him. I was hearing the voice of nature spirits aka demons, the planets, etc and by this time it was all turning into a hellish experience.

When I accepted Jesus presence. Every voice stopped. And still to this day I cannot hear them. I can sense them. The devil speaks to me still but in a very different way now that Jesus came into my life, body and once I saw him in nature…

They must obey him when he’s near.

So yea, the spirits of the tree are demonic. However you will never see it until you do. But think about it, why she we listen to the spirit of trees to guide us when they know nothing of being human. They can only show what they know.

A human cannot relate & shouldn’t take the advice from any spirit of nature. Nature is very jealous of humanity. And many of their views are very understandable. But they do not forgive. There’s a reason for this.

I wasn’t raised Christian. I am still learning the Bible. The experience of this, in my opinion, is proof that Jesus is real. Nature isnt on mankinds side.

Don’t take my word for it. Test nature.

To whom it may concern (poem)


To whom it may concern-
Misunderstood Me.
Understood you.
Lash out at me;
Mistake my reflection as you.
Ignoring your error;
You saw all of mine.
Belief in your good;
She counted on my dark.
My sins you hold dear;
Molding into demons.
She drained me of color;
Illuminating her features
False light illuminating.
Light shining lingers;
Clear detail-purity exposed.
Now corrupted as your mask;
She wears without shame;
Included ignorance & hate.
Mask will you never create;
Truth reveling in your evil purity.

Exposing the Eleven Phenomena!


The Eleven phenomena.

Since my awakening to Christianity, alot of views of all kinds of things have changed.

It wasn’t even that I awoke to Christianity. It was more that everything in my life spiritually speaking and physically speaking were becoming destructive and repetitious.

It was as if I began to awaken to the Destruction around me more and suddenly Jesus Christ had crossed my path asking me to spend some time with him. And I knew the longer I waited the more I would regret it.

So i went with him and his mere presence within me began the silence the many voices in my head that were coming from Fairies Guides, Tree Spirits, Planet spirits, and other Gods & Goddesses that I was hooked up to. He silenced Angelics that I spoke to and every other single being I was in contact with and had been for two years or longer.

He did so, so that I could hear him, know him, so i could tell the difference between him and the others. He illuminated what I can only call the truth. I cannot say this truth applies for all christians. As he says that we each have our own varied truth that fits us individually because of our background and influences. Truth doesn’t vary hugely but it does vary.

In these modern times as everything us so different. The bible should be translated a bit different with certain things. However the key elements will never change.

There are so many reasons for the things He commanded in the past and still does to this day however it’s rare when someone understands why. And explaining some of these things is why I’m here.

I will not cover all of these things in this post. For now I wanted to talk about the Eleven Phenomena. As it is the reason for why my seeking and communication with spirits began!

What I’m going to to say in this post is going to vary greatly from what I’ve said about this phenomena ever since it began for me in 2007.

Ita been 11 years since it began, oddly enough. And truthfully, from the beginning to the end its been an utter nightmare. It was mostly filled with a rollercoaster rise of confusion, confliction, empty promises, loss, but it hasn’t been all mad. Just completely unclear, confusing, slightly enlightening but mostly it ended with me realizing that I was being led by opposing spirits whom we’re attempting to lead me away from the search of the True God.

It ultimately lead me through a learning of all religions, yet I stayed with Theistic Satanism until recently. It took me through all the realms, lower, middle and upper. I made pacts with Satan, Lucifer, and other demons and Goddesses. I worked with nature spirits, gave tarot readings , heard voices from at least 30 voices every other day. I was infested with spirits, oppressed and possessed.

All the while I completely believed it was a positive thing! I didn’t see dark entities or demons as bad. I saw then as the true teachers of humanity that were merely demonized by Christians. And that they were the brainwashed ones but i was on a true search for truth!

Yea! Seriously! Its ludicris to me that none of us believe this is bad even tho we feel like we are goibg mad most of thw time. We just shrug it off amd see it as life is sometimes full of hardships. And we have to go through it to get to thw good.

The thing is? The good never actually came. Not really. There were illusions of good. Promises of good. But i love long term friends suddenly and for no good reason. Drama was (still is somewhat) following everywhere i go. People are quick to lash out at me when all the while I truly believed I was helping.

So i began to question things. If all of this is good then why am i not happy?

Do not trust these signs. Do not truat anything that isnt a direct link to Google. If it’s vague, too mysterious, or leading you down a rabbit hole, drop it!

Truth doesn’t work that way. Its revealing, unashamed, and there is no question. Truth is always pretty but you can always feel certainty & love that is when it’s God.