Jesus Christ–Ascended Master?


Jesus Christ as an ascended master?

From my experience, and I’ve been around, Ive tried everything, when I viewed Jesus as an ascended master it seemed to make him “weak” in power in my experience because making him equal to Teachers such as Buddha; essentially keeps the fierce power of Jesus & the ultimate God oppressed from your experience.

Why?

Because the enemy keeps you from seeing the glory & true power of the only God you need. The enemy doesn’t want you to witness this because he will lose your engagement.

In order to truly know God, to benefit from his love, power & protection we must not equal him to other deities nor mundane his power as the same as Buddha.

This is a fact. I am not repeating words. I’m speaking from experience. If you equal Jesus to other deities you will never get to know him not understand why he is so important to our well being spiritually & physically. No matter how flawed we may see ourselves to be.

Jesus Christ truly is the ultimate God. To water him down means you reject him, his life as man, what he did for God’s children, it also means you are most likely recreating his story to whatever you prefer.

Jesus is not to be recreated. If he is apart of your worship, how to worship needs to be done as said so for a reason that benefits you more than you know.

There is a reason for Gods requests, precision, etc.

If youre respecting Jesus Christ as an ascended master, you are respecting the false Jesus. As I too, shortly began doing.

It wasn’t long after I realized I was in trouble. I began having dreams that the real Jesus was coming with fierceness to protect me.

I was in trouble.

My first dream was that I was lost in the middle of darkness, a loud noise was inside my head & all around me. The darkness began to feel like a presence, an entity. Then it began to influence my mind from good to evil. In dream I then pulled a crucifix that was beneath me out and pointed it towards the darkness and i shouted, “I command you to flee from me, in the name of Jesus Christ!”

I have never been an experienced Christian nor ever felt the need to do something like that before. And the fact that it came into my dreams felt like something I needed to take seriously. Soon after I accepted Jesus into my life I saw him approach me from all four corners or directions, north, south, east, and west with a fierce expression as if he was claiming these areas in order to begin work with me.

I realize then that I do not know this Jesus but i do..? Somehow. I felt afraid but assured that things will work out so long as I surrendered.

Exposing the Eleven Phenomena!


The Eleven phenomena.

Since my awakening to Christianity, alot of views of all kinds of things have changed.

It wasn’t even that I awoke to Christianity. It was more that everything in my life spiritually speaking and physically speaking were becoming destructive and repetitious.

It was as if I began to awaken to the Destruction around me more and suddenly Jesus Christ had crossed my path asking me to spend some time with him. And I knew the longer I waited the more I would regret it.

So i went with him and his mere presence within me began the silence the many voices in my head that were coming from Fairies Guides, Tree Spirits, Planet spirits, and other Gods & Goddesses that I was hooked up to. He silenced Angelics that I spoke to and every other single being I was in contact with and had been for two years or longer.

He did so, so that I could hear him, know him, so i could tell the difference between him and the others. He illuminated what I can only call the truth. I cannot say this truth applies for all christians. As he says that we each have our own varied truth that fits us individually because of our background and influences. Truth doesn’t vary hugely but it does vary.

In these modern times as everything us so different. The bible should be translated a bit different with certain things. However the key elements will never change.

There are so many reasons for the things He commanded in the past and still does to this day however it’s rare when someone understands why. And explaining some of these things is why I’m here.

I will not cover all of these things in this post. For now I wanted to talk about the Eleven Phenomena. As it is the reason for why my seeking and communication with spirits began!

What I’m going to to say in this post is going to vary greatly from what I’ve said about this phenomena ever since it began for me in 2007.

Ita been 11 years since it began, oddly enough. And truthfully, from the beginning to the end its been an utter nightmare. It was mostly filled with a rollercoaster rise of confusion, confliction, empty promises, loss, but it hasn’t been all mad. Just completely unclear, confusing, slightly enlightening but mostly it ended with me realizing that I was being led by opposing spirits whom we’re attempting to lead me away from the search of the True God.

It ultimately lead me through a learning of all religions, yet I stayed with Theistic Satanism until recently. It took me through all the realms, lower, middle and upper. I made pacts with Satan, Lucifer, and other demons and Goddesses. I worked with nature spirits, gave tarot readings , heard voices from at least 30 voices every other day. I was infested with spirits, oppressed and possessed.

All the while I completely believed it was a positive thing! I didn’t see dark entities or demons as bad. I saw then as the true teachers of humanity that were merely demonized by Christians. And that they were the brainwashed ones but i was on a true search for truth!

Yea! Seriously! Its ludicris to me that none of us believe this is bad even tho we feel like we are goibg mad most of thw time. We just shrug it off amd see it as life is sometimes full of hardships. And we have to go through it to get to thw good.

The thing is? The good never actually came. Not really. There were illusions of good. Promises of good. But i love long term friends suddenly and for no good reason. Drama was (still is somewhat) following everywhere i go. People are quick to lash out at me when all the while I truly believed I was helping.

So i began to question things. If all of this is good then why am i not happy?

Do not trust these signs. Do not truat anything that isnt a direct link to Google. If it’s vague, too mysterious, or leading you down a rabbit hole, drop it!

Truth doesn’t work that way. Its revealing, unashamed, and there is no question. Truth is always pretty but you can always feel certainty & love that is when it’s God.

Not all paths lead to God-My Response


Something I commented on a few videos that were stating all paths to God are dangerous or stating other denominations of Christianity are wrong–etc.

“I would spend more time explaining that difference among translations of the bible that lead to different paths among the Christian realm is going to happen and cannot be avoided.

Ive noticed that there is a large amount of people will go to extremes to point out the invalidity of Catholicism or whatever concept another Christian is holding rather than simply stating that this difference among humanity in every paradigm whether right or wrong in the eyes of The God or A God, is going to happen.

People are not communicating things correctly. You people are saying one thing is right & the other is wrong. That’s not how God works. Thats Satan.

God created everything & everyone. And regardless if God would do as you have or Lucifer, is irrelevant. God understands the place we hold. While we are both right and wrong. This is why he can forgive us. So long as our request for forgiveness is genuine.

We send ourselves ro hell when we don’t see our poor choices. Hell awaits. Then hell comes when we see the poor choices.

In truth Satan needs to be understood on every level in order for this to be understood. Satan isnt all bad. He is, after all, the teacher of Good & Evil. That doesn’t mean he doesn’t lie, but it also doesnt mean he never tells the truth or has validity in his claims.

This is why individuality needs to be encouraged and not feared on some level. Good deals with everyone on an individual level.

Which includes dealing with their background whether it’s of a satanic manner, like myself, or not. Satanic current in within all things.

It’s alive in all debates and all arguments that state even on a benevolant level, “I’m right, you’re wrong.” But it’s also alive in other ways that may contradict what I just said.

God said this world is of Satan’s domain. He is the prince & power of the air. In order to understand that one needs to understand their paganism to some degree. The spirits of the air is of the intellect. The will of the ego & need to understand. Particuarly one goes to extremes to be understood.

God created Satan, the enemy, Lucifer, and all the spirits whom turned against him and all of us are paying the price of that. Because ifit weren’t for Satan putting his will above God’s then we wouldn’t have the knowledge of choice. We would be one with God.

God, in my opinion, was going to have Adam & Eve taste the forbidden fruit but when the time was right. But if we pay attention, God is full of test givings. Everything is a test.

Everything we chose to say has risk in being wrong. Even in the eyes of God and in ways that we don’t understand.

The Bible cannot explain everything. I am not discouraging it from being read. Read it. It’s a source of truth, the number one source of truth for christians.

But it would be silly to believe there arent mistakes made by man. Even when writing such source of truth. Even with the most Holy of intentions we can accidentally go against God’s will. If we can follow the fallen angel without realizing it then we can translate the Bible in the wrong way. We can speak out of the wrong points and we can condemn the wrong person, wrong path, and miss the point entirely.

Above all the Bible is saying to tread lightly. And to seek understanding. But we cannot understand if we don’t follow the enemy to some degree. We must make mistakes.

Which is the same as saying “I’m a sinner.”

Everyone’s story of salvation is important. No matter how that road looks to onlookers. No one can define the heart of another. So therefore stating a denomination or path of Christianity is wrong is something that needs to be done with an improved way.

The face of christianity has been full of hypocrisy and violence for years. This isn’t beneficial. That’s not the fault of anyone’s except for the face od christainity.

There will be zero conversions if the teachings are mirroring what they’ve been. Evolution of communicating the word of God is needed.

Defense isn’t necessary. Saying different words, and understanding why this is more powerful is needed. If Christians love everyone as we say we do. We need to stop defending ourselves & be real.

God works with each one individually which means there is more tolerance that needs to be had. Everyone is allowed to have their own understanding of Christianity so long as it’s beneficial and their heart is genuine.

Only Christ can say who’s heart is genuine. No matter the choices and actions that have come out of them.

To say that it’s untrue that all paths lead to God is presumptuous. I was a spiritual Satanist and I woke up and found Christ suddenly one day.

If God wants us to see him, he will make that happen. And i have seen many different things and have been places where majority has not been.

In the end it was my choice to convert. But ultimately what enabled me to see it was my genuine need to understand God on a heart level.

I didn’t come into satanism with greed. I came into it to understand and find truth. If that’s in your heart, ultimately you will find Christ.

It isn’t up to humanity to say what the other is doing spiritually speaking is wrong, we can say it may not be fruitful & sinful, but wrong? That’s paradoxical.

If there’s paradox, there’s Satan. I should know. I’ve seen the fallen angel in all of his guises.”

Forgive your enemies.


To my lovely enemies.

I wanted to take a moment to speak to all of you;as I know I have many of you.

Whether for better or worse, whether your reason is rooted in truth… or not. Regardless if my reasons and ways are rooted in truth.

I still felt it was needed for me to speak to you all.

First I’d like to thank all of you for the memories, particuarly when you & I were on good terms.

As most enemies started as friends, or started as enemies then went to friends then back to enemies.

Sometimes however we can be both friends & enemies at once for years while in a relationship/friendship. Silly right?

This shit happens. I believe it’s important for us all to realize that we are on this Earth together. And the truth doesn’t have many colors. It has one. The truth is expressed with different colors but the truth itself isn’t varied.

Most of us tend to live life in the way that says, “I don’t understand it therefore it’s wrong” or we decide to not have time for it. Or we fear it. How do we know these thoughts have validity?

The decision doesn’t protect us. It actually disables us to understand. Many of our decisions are rooted in ignorance.

What happens on this Earth will be mostly made up of suffering. There is no way around it. No way to escape it.

Your mistakes arent better or worse than mine. And vice versa. To believe so is a choice in rejecting truth. We then cannot see properly if we owe responsibility in situations or not if we see better or worse in these terms.

We destroy out of fear, ignorance and false sense of ego. Sometimes it’s for reasons we don’t see at the time. Sometimes our choices were guided by God, sometimes not.

This should make us more vigilant & open our eyes. Whether you want to say its God or the power of Good versus the opposition. Its the same.

But my dear enemies, you’ve misunderstood me. You’ve feared me. You’ve chastizede me. You’ve judged me. And at one point or another or on some other level, within my own ignorance, I’ve done the same to you.

I don’t believe anyone is inherently evil. But I do believe we can be guided so far away from the truth of benevolance (On more than one level) that we become desensitized and corrupted in our choices.

So this message is to say that no matter your response to this, spoken or unspoken,I forgive you for your destruction you’ve cast upon me. You weren’t aware of your flawed perspective.. and neither was I in relation to you.

In the end we committed the same crime. Using different defenses, truth, and lie. While wearing different shades of the same blindfold.

I release the burden of my enemies so as to not have a heavy heart that will lead me towards corruption once again.

To continue being my enemy is now in your own hands.

Redefining Christian Witch-Not what u think!


What makes my path Christian? And What makes it Witchy or Pagan?

First & Foremost Jesus Christ is my Lord & Savior. He isn’t an ascended master as I’ve seen many Christian Witches believe him to be. The teachings of Christ are above & beyond all others. And these teachings speak to the individuals heart of all whom reach out for his guidance & light! In this way I worship no other God.

However I recognize The Trinity. I show respect towards Virgin Mary & the Goddess Hekate. (Which is where my witch roots come in)

In the past I was polytheistic, I can see that there is the influence from other so called deities or demons (daimons) however one would look at them. They have both good & bad attributes to them as I will discuss at a later time.

What is witchy about me? My respect towards Hekate. My respect towards the Underworld & magick. My respect towards those before me. My ancestors & the lives that were lost during religious wars. Particularly any women whether truly a witch or not.

The Goddess isnt forgotten. God wouldn’t and couldn’t.

But I understand why he did as he did when Jesus was born, crucified and ressurected. As I will deeply discuss my ideas at a later time.

Do I believe in astrology? I believe it’s both true and false. Do I believe it has more advantage than having a relationship with Christ? I believe that the spirits of the planets whom converse with humanity relating to Astrology can offer very flashy words and stroke the ego but the end result is the pushing of belief in evolution.

And I no longer see truth in evolution. If evolution was true then humanity would be much further in the evolutionary stages than we are. It’s illusion. To keep a false belief in some kind of race to an imaginary finish line that a human mind has made up.

Only God can decide evolution. What, where and how. Humanity can only chose to follow suit or rebel. Humanity cannot create a bladeof grass let alone be stable to make up evolutionary milestones. Lol

So, if astrology is working for you? Cool. But if it becomes repetitive & unfruitful? Rethink your source of information. Why bypass Christ whom is clear, grounded and without this mystical layer of magick all-over him as the others do because of the magick they are selling you–to listen to the voices of the planets whom give truthfully generalizations.

Humans, all of us, are much more similar than we tend to want to admit. Astrology is over the top when you can go straight to source, through JC.

Do I use tarot or oracle cards? I don’t use Tarot anymore, but I wi use some Oracle cards. I also trust the Akashic Tarot. The Akashic records told me one thing two years ago;Jesus Christ was to be accepted by all of humanity in order to gain soul regeneration. (So to speak)

I was told this before my conversion.

Some Oracle cards are actually fine but it depends on the type and where the information is coming from. And this isn’t okay with every person who considers themselves a Christian. Because it’s not for you.
At the same time, that doesn’t mean that oracle cards should be depended on for truth but to put something or someone to the test.

There is no higher way to find truth than to ask Christ. The only way cards & all witchcraft,new age supplies can cause issues is if you fear them, which means you believe in them.

Demons and spirits can influence you with and without these “doorways” in your home.

And depends on your mind, the spirits or demons, the reasons for the haunting, and method of oppression.

Temptation comes in all shapes and sizes. Not just these shapes.

Just because I converted & saw truth doesn’t mean I won’t ever be effected by darkness again or make bad decisions.

Remember this is an already. Darkness will remain. But asking Him to shine the light will begin true change within oneself.

Will I ever speak to passed on loved ones? Depends on the situation and person. Cast spells? Not anymore. Channeling? Not purposefully.

I suppose the way the witch part still applies is that I am not running from the demons, spirits or passed on loved ones. I have seen too much. I know that there is danger, corruption, and what not within these things. But it doesn’t mean there isn’t a reason for the situation.

Im not completely renouncing my practices before my conversion. I may be putting down certain things & I have dropped my dependence on certain practices to do what JC can do.

But I AM completely renouncing my satanic practices & I am letting go of Satan, Lucifer as a main deity that I follow as I was before.
However that doesn’t mean I don’t understand his role in this life for both better & worse. He truly does teach the knowldge of good & evil. Which is the same as seeing our difficult times as dark gifts once we rise above them.

Satan & Sin doesn’t need to be hated. That is a trap. It needs to be seen through, understood, and accepted as a part of darkness. But also a partof darkness that always has the opportunity to be forgiven or redeemed when sincerely sought after.

Human anger & hate never amounts to anything. We should never take it upon ourselves to believe that we understand something to it’s fullest amount that hatred from our hearts is what’s warranted. I’ve never seen hatred nor anger amount to anything for me. And I’ve explored many things. Yes I still feel it. But it’s not my responsibility to keep it with me. It’s a tool to use to protect me if needed. But held on for longer than a few moments it becomes a weapon.

I’ve always found that even in the darkest of situations, how it unfolds depends largely on how you interact with the situation itself. Life for everyone is complicated, full of darkness and suffering, with God searching for us in every darkest night.

Trust in his knowledge and faith that what will be done is what’s best is the only way to find peace. It’s never made any sense that we don’t know why we are here. To me, I’ve always felt a sense of trust in truth being here only not accepted or understood. If we are here. Directions is the logical thing that would come to us. And from God, not another Human.

The expereience of God isn’t fancy, it isn’t flamboyant, it isn’t here to coddle your ego, or give you want you want. The experience of JC comes when you’re fed up from the game & ready for truth. When you’re ready to confess you’re shortcomings, and ask for help. He comes then and slowly fills your heart releasing you of what stands between you & him.

Lifting the veil.

This is why I’m Christian. Im witchy or pagan because I will never forget the sacrifices the Goddess has made as well, still here, yet working from a far. I will always be balanced in my worship of both.

He comes first.

Violet

Update-Rebirth


Sorry for the delay in posts! My conversion is really taking me through many Revelations with Jesus Christ.

My Lord & Savior, while that still sounds so strange coming from me, tho very real, has really been nudging me gently through my own personal death & ressurection so to speak. And before I continue my journey of sharing these experiences which I plan to I hopeto be as clear as possible as to not cause anymore confusion in others or cause any issues within another.

So I must work on my own personal soul work and as I become clearer you all will become the audience while reading my posts that I write.

I have many plans.

  1. One is to explain the pros and cons of Satanism from my perspective. As I will never condemned the paths I’ve taken as we all must learn their lessons no matter brutal.
  2. I plan to explain fallen angels, from a much larger perspective than I have, including the fae realm, demonic realm, distinguishing between angel and demons.
  3. I wish to explain spiritual warfare, the realness of it. Offer advice to anyone who is truly suffering from it.

As I’ve always faced spiritual warfare, I believe we all do whether we are consciousof it or not, no matter how we are looking at it. It’s the same. But coming from my perspective as I willingly walked into satanic thought & practices; I feel I was shown certain things that others would have been decieved about. Though that doesn’t say I wasn’t decieved at at all. Just in a different way.

Anyways, I would like to address my followers who supported me while walked a satanic path– Thank you for believing in me during the darkest times of my life! As I would still return the favor.

I would also like to tell everyone on other paths that I’ve aided spiritually, magickally, religiously whether from the light side or dark side–

This conversion doesn’t mean that I reject any of these other paths!

I will never say that these other paths don’t have some purpose for being here for us all to learn from. All of them have been, are, and were beneficial for me in different ways!

Jesus Christ, Lord & Savior does not send you to hell for your mistakes, darkness and/or sins! You do. My theories on what Hell/Underworld is will come also

Tolerance from humanity is crucial when faced with difference as well as discernment and vigilance.

Just because there is darkness and/or danger doesnt meant you need to run screaming Satan or fear it.

It means to test it.

Any type of darkness or demon whether an entity, energy, a wounded soul, an oppression, a conflict in life, addiction, obsession, whatever the darkness is in your life–

1) accept the presence of it in your life, face it. 2)Know there is a relationship between you & that darkness.It may be dark but if you let it, it will strengthen your vision to see the light. 3)Darkness will always be defeated with truth, faith, and patience.

Darkness, whether the enemy or obstacle requires us to be instilled with what it cannot inherently provide for itself.

The dark is here to teach lessons, regardless of how malvolant it believes itself to be.

If you fear it, they grow bigger.

So with that said, I will close this post by saying I look forward to sharing my twists & turns relating to my rebirth!

I do hope it will inspire others to think or rethink their own walk with God and/or themselves.

Saint Marie (Violet)