Forgive your enemies.


To my lovely enemies.

I wanted to take a moment to speak to all of you;as I know I have many of you.

Whether for better or worse, whether your reason is rooted in truth… or not. Regardless if my reasons and ways are rooted in truth.

I still felt it was needed for me to speak to you all.

First I’d like to thank all of you for the memories, particuarly when you & I were on good terms.

As most enemies started as friends, or started as enemies then went to friends then back to enemies.

Sometimes however we can be both friends & enemies at once for years while in a relationship/friendship. Silly right?

This shit happens. I believe it’s important for us all to realize that we are on this Earth together. And the truth doesn’t have many colors. It has one. The truth is expressed with different colors but the truth itself isn’t varied.

Most of us tend to live life in the way that says, “I don’t understand it therefore it’s wrong” or we decide to not have time for it. Or we fear it. How do we know these thoughts have validity?

The decision doesn’t protect us. It actually disables us to understand. Many of our decisions are rooted in ignorance.

What happens on this Earth will be mostly made up of suffering. There is no way around it. No way to escape it.

Your mistakes arent better or worse than mine. And vice versa. To believe so is a choice in rejecting truth. We then cannot see properly if we owe responsibility in situations or not if we see better or worse in these terms.

We destroy out of fear, ignorance and false sense of ego. Sometimes it’s for reasons we don’t see at the time. Sometimes our choices were guided by God, sometimes not.

This should make us more vigilant & open our eyes. Whether you want to say its God or the power of Good versus the opposition. Its the same.

But my dear enemies, you’ve misunderstood me. You’ve feared me. You’ve chastizede me. You’ve judged me. And at one point or another or on some other level, within my own ignorance, I’ve done the same to you.

I don’t believe anyone is inherently evil. But I do believe we can be guided so far away from the truth of benevolance (On more than one level) that we become desensitized and corrupted in our choices.

So this message is to say that no matter your response to this, spoken or unspoken,I forgive you for your destruction you’ve cast upon me. You weren’t aware of your flawed perspective.. and neither was I in relation to you.

In the end we committed the same crime. Using different defenses, truth, and lie. While wearing different shades of the same blindfold.

I release the burden of my enemies so as to not have a heavy heart that will lead me towards corruption once again.

To continue being my enemy is now in your own hands.

Redefining Christian Witch-Not what u think!


What makes my path Christian? And What makes it Witchy or Pagan?

First & Foremost Jesus Christ is my Lord & Savior. He isn’t an ascended master as I’ve seen many Christian Witches believe him to be. The teachings of Christ are above & beyond all others. And these teachings speak to the individuals heart of all whom reach out for his guidance & light! In this way I worship no other God.

However I recognize The Trinity. I show respect towards Virgin Mary & the Goddess Hekate. (Which is where my witch roots come in)

In the past I was polytheistic, I can see that there is the influence from other so called deities or demons (daimons) however one would look at them. They have both good & bad attributes to them as I will discuss at a later time.

What is witchy about me? My respect towards Hekate. My respect towards the Underworld & magick. My respect towards those before me. My ancestors & the lives that were lost during religious wars. Particularly any women whether truly a witch or not.

The Goddess isnt forgotten. God wouldn’t and couldn’t.

But I understand why he did as he did when Jesus was born, crucified and ressurected. As I will deeply discuss my ideas at a later time.

Do I believe in astrology? I believe it’s both true and false. Do I believe it has more advantage than having a relationship with Christ? I believe that the spirits of the planets whom converse with humanity relating to Astrology can offer very flashy words and stroke the ego but the end result is the pushing of belief in evolution.

And I no longer see truth in evolution. If evolution was true then humanity would be much further in the evolutionary stages than we are. It’s illusion. To keep a false belief in some kind of race to an imaginary finish line that a human mind has made up.

Only God can decide evolution. What, where and how. Humanity can only chose to follow suit or rebel. Humanity cannot create a bladeof grass let alone be stable to make up evolutionary milestones. Lol

So, if astrology is working for you? Cool. But if it becomes repetitive & unfruitful? Rethink your source of information. Why bypass Christ whom is clear, grounded and without this mystical layer of magick all-over him as the others do because of the magick they are selling you–to listen to the voices of the planets whom give truthfully generalizations.

Humans, all of us, are much more similar than we tend to want to admit. Astrology is over the top when you can go straight to source, through JC.

Do I use tarot or oracle cards? I don’t use Tarot anymore, but I wi use some Oracle cards. I also trust the Akashic Tarot. The Akashic records told me one thing two years ago;Jesus Christ was to be accepted by all of humanity in order to gain soul regeneration. (So to speak)

I was told this before my conversion.

Some Oracle cards are actually fine but it depends on the type and where the information is coming from. And this isn’t okay with every person who considers themselves a Christian. Because it’s not for you.
At the same time, that doesn’t mean that oracle cards should be depended on for truth but to put something or someone to the test.

There is no higher way to find truth than to ask Christ. The only way cards & all witchcraft,new age supplies can cause issues is if you fear them, which means you believe in them.

Demons and spirits can influence you with and without these “doorways” in your home.

And depends on your mind, the spirits or demons, the reasons for the haunting, and method of oppression.

Temptation comes in all shapes and sizes. Not just these shapes.

Just because I converted & saw truth doesn’t mean I won’t ever be effected by darkness again or make bad decisions.

Remember this is an already. Darkness will remain. But asking Him to shine the light will begin true change within oneself.

Will I ever speak to passed on loved ones? Depends on the situation and person. Cast spells? Not anymore. Channeling? Not purposefully.

I suppose the way the witch part still applies is that I am not running from the demons, spirits or passed on loved ones. I have seen too much. I know that there is danger, corruption, and what not within these things. But it doesn’t mean there isn’t a reason for the situation.

Im not completely renouncing my practices before my conversion. I may be putting down certain things & I have dropped my dependence on certain practices to do what JC can do.

But I AM completely renouncing my satanic practices & I am letting go of Satan, Lucifer as a main deity that I follow as I was before.
However that doesn’t mean I don’t understand his role in this life for both better & worse. He truly does teach the knowldge of good & evil. Which is the same as seeing our difficult times as dark gifts once we rise above them.

Satan & Sin doesn’t need to be hated. That is a trap. It needs to be seen through, understood, and accepted as a part of darkness. But also a partof darkness that always has the opportunity to be forgiven or redeemed when sincerely sought after.

Human anger & hate never amounts to anything. We should never take it upon ourselves to believe that we understand something to it’s fullest amount that hatred from our hearts is what’s warranted. I’ve never seen hatred nor anger amount to anything for me. And I’ve explored many things. Yes I still feel it. But it’s not my responsibility to keep it with me. It’s a tool to use to protect me if needed. But held on for longer than a few moments it becomes a weapon.

I’ve always found that even in the darkest of situations, how it unfolds depends largely on how you interact with the situation itself. Life for everyone is complicated, full of darkness and suffering, with God searching for us in every darkest night.

Trust in his knowledge and faith that what will be done is what’s best is the only way to find peace. It’s never made any sense that we don’t know why we are here. To me, I’ve always felt a sense of trust in truth being here only not accepted or understood. If we are here. Directions is the logical thing that would come to us. And from God, not another Human.

The expereience of God isn’t fancy, it isn’t flamboyant, it isn’t here to coddle your ego, or give you want you want. The experience of JC comes when you’re fed up from the game & ready for truth. When you’re ready to confess you’re shortcomings, and ask for help. He comes then and slowly fills your heart releasing you of what stands between you & him.

Lifting the veil.

This is why I’m Christian. Im witchy or pagan because I will never forget the sacrifices the Goddess has made as well, still here, yet working from a far. I will always be balanced in my worship of both.

He comes first.

Violet

Update-Rebirth


Sorry for the delay in posts! My conversion is really taking me through many Revelations with Jesus Christ.

My Lord & Savior, while that still sounds so strange coming from me, tho very real, has really been nudging me gently through my own personal death & ressurection so to speak. And before I continue my journey of sharing these experiences which I plan to I hopeto be as clear as possible as to not cause anymore confusion in others or cause any issues within another.

So I must work on my own personal soul work and as I become clearer you all will become the audience while reading my posts that I write.

I have many plans.

  1. One is to explain the pros and cons of Satanism from my perspective. As I will never condemned the paths I’ve taken as we all must learn their lessons no matter brutal.
  2. I plan to explain fallen angels, from a much larger perspective than I have, including the fae realm, demonic realm, distinguishing between angel and demons.
  3. I wish to explain spiritual warfare, the realness of it. Offer advice to anyone who is truly suffering from it.

As I’ve always faced spiritual warfare, I believe we all do whether we are consciousof it or not, no matter how we are looking at it. It’s the same. But coming from my perspective as I willingly walked into satanic thought & practices; I feel I was shown certain things that others would have been decieved about. Though that doesn’t say I wasn’t decieved at at all. Just in a different way.

Anyways, I would like to address my followers who supported me while walked a satanic path– Thank you for believing in me during the darkest times of my life! As I would still return the favor.

I would also like to tell everyone on other paths that I’ve aided spiritually, magickally, religiously whether from the light side or dark side–

This conversion doesn’t mean that I reject any of these other paths!

I will never say that these other paths don’t have some purpose for being here for us all to learn from. All of them have been, are, and were beneficial for me in different ways!

Jesus Christ, Lord & Savior does not send you to hell for your mistakes, darkness and/or sins! You do. My theories on what Hell/Underworld is will come also

Tolerance from humanity is crucial when faced with difference as well as discernment and vigilance.

Just because there is darkness and/or danger doesnt meant you need to run screaming Satan or fear it.

It means to test it.

Any type of darkness or demon whether an entity, energy, a wounded soul, an oppression, a conflict in life, addiction, obsession, whatever the darkness is in your life–

1) accept the presence of it in your life, face it. 2)Know there is a relationship between you & that darkness.It may be dark but if you let it, it will strengthen your vision to see the light. 3)Darkness will always be defeated with truth, faith, and patience.

Darkness, whether the enemy or obstacle requires us to be instilled with what it cannot inherently provide for itself.

The dark is here to teach lessons, regardless of how malvolant it believes itself to be.

If you fear it, they grow bigger.

So with that said, I will close this post by saying I look forward to sharing my twists & turns relating to my rebirth!

I do hope it will inspire others to think or rethink their own walk with God and/or themselves.

Saint Marie (Violet)

My recent Hospital Stay


I posted a few updates about my hospital stay & health concerns so I am going to publish them here to let all of my followers know whats up. I am in some bad shape and I’m asking for assistance of any kind. I am even offering my services in hopes to receive donations to stay alive. 

Here is my paypal if youre willing to donate after reading the statements below! 

https://www.paypal.me/Lightworking

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Paranoia is Awareness


 

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It annoys me when people call me paranoid or think I’m crazy or criticize my “conspiracy theories” but dude…. come on… to me its crazy to trust human beings with the ability to make decisions for & reflect upon this country. First of all its common sense and if you reject this idea youre in denial to know that any human being is extremely flawed. Put that flawed human in a position of power, particularly this type of power? All of the things that humans can go overboard with can magnify until it blinds the person and then they begin making shitty decisions. Which is far too many mistakes. How long has the human race been at it now? And literally I have to laugh when I read articles about how recent it actually is that we are literally (not that long ago) finding out that Trees have their own experience, their own consciousness, they communicate with eachother through their roots and even send nutrients to eachother in order to heal them. I mean why is this not weird to anyone? We have been on planet Earth for an estimated how long now? We should already know many things about nature that we are supposedly just now finding out about or have within the past 5 years. It shows what we’ve actually been focused on…. So when I bust out with my conspiracy theories or my crazy. NO, I’m not saying I”m right about everything. But if you are walking around with blinders on thinking that the world is exactly as you were told. pointing fingers, and judging people… youre the crazy one. Not I.

Am I the Ultimate Mirror?


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Ever since I was a child…

empath-at-homeI always had this way about me that would could cause another to be royally pissed off at me, literally beat my ass, call me names, be accused of all kinds of things that which I wasn’t guilty for, or less extreme solely picked on. 

Now before all of you intellectual & emotional bad-asses begin to speak your arrogance…. . I am fully aware that everyone is picked on when they were a child on some level or another. I understand that also many people who have been picked on were either told to get over it quickly or else they would be quickly labelled as a crazy person with issues, or low self esteem

So I also believe that there are many unhealed people out there that most likelyimportance-of-empathy have experienced very similar things but conformed to the idea that empathetic people don’t exist or for one to get over the past pain by either getting over it or attention therapist sessions run by a water downed version of a shaman.

We do realize that Psychology took over Shaman Psychology, yes? 

Here some science for you!

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Helping My Passing Mother Cross Over.


It was the year 2011.. of course..

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when my Mother fell ill with pneumonia while living three states away from me. I actually didn’t know she was sick, nor in the hospital, let alone in a coma until my sister found the courage to contact me. I only spoke to her once though, & then it was left between me & my Mother’s significant other to make the final decisions.

My Mother had been sick in the hospital with pneumonia for about three weeks by the time I found out. I didn’t have time to do anything other than tell her significant other that I feel that it would be best to pull the plug because it was being said that if she even comes out of the coma, which was doubtful, then she wouldn’t be the same & would most likely live on a breathing machine for the rest of her days. 

I knew without a doubt my mom would have chosen death before she would have chosen that life.  

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