Rape & Narcissist Abuse Survivor–My story Explicit Pt 2


Welcome to part two of Rape & Narcissist Abuse Survivor–My Story! I left at a very intense & important turning point of my story and we aren’t even close to The End. So hang on tight guys! It only goes down hill & back up that same hill only to come back down then up & to repeat an unimaginable times after! 

{First I must mention that I decided to write this second part because my abuser that I refer to as Lucy was heavily on my mind today. Whenever this happens, it seems I am reminded of her whenever something sparks a memory of her. Suddenly its like I dive right into this made up friendship we had & how much I miss her. I then become extremely sad that she is no longer in my life, and how I wish I could fix things. I begin feeling as if I failed her, etc. Then I become angry at her for walking away like Im nothing. It’s literally like I totally forget who she really is—I even am tempted to write her, and try to heal our “friendship”, etc, etc. Isn’t that just wild? How we truly forget who these people are and we literally have to force ourselves to remember that they really didn’t love us at all… It’s just crazy. So then I remember… and that is what made me realize I needed to write Part two of this story. So here it goes…}

I must warn everyone, this second part is much more explicit in content, alot of sexual content, alot of controversial subjects. Alot of things that could cause an upset. So beware, you’ve been warned. I wont be allowing comments on this one & will probably turn off the option on part one simply just in case. Because this is where things get really dark & really dirty and really bad. 

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Rape & Narcissist Abuse Survivor–My story (Part One) Explicit

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I’m here to speak of narcissistic/sexual abuse as it pertains to my own story. This is the first time I have ever shared my story in such great detail to begining to the bitter end. So this will take some time to get out there. Names are changed of course for privacy reasons but every word is true. I doubt I will beable to get the whole story out in this single post but I assure you I will get the whole thing out within time. Perhaps all within today. 

I feel it is finally time for me to open up and share my story in order to begin an even deeper healing process & to reach out to others that have been in similar situations. 

If you have anything negative to say or anything on the contrary to say to me please keep it to your fucking self! You do not know what its like to experience the following story as it is told so do not presume to tell me how I should have handled things or how to handle things now. I am my own person and I will do things according to my own comfort level as I trust my own judgement! 

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