Tree Spirits–Demonic?


My journey working with Trees..

Through out my pagan life I always wondered why trees had such a bad rep. I used to joke around saying, “Don’t be talking to trees”. For the first several years my work with trees were amazing, miraculous, so called healing. But it slowly but surely changed when i began to shamanic journey into them.

Which is when you meet several guides that explain to you the three dimensions within humanity & this world that lies just beneath the physical. The lower realms, middle and upper. I learned so many things.

But ultimately it led to a sort of madness. I was in tune with fairies, forest deities, and tree spirits. The way they behaved became less friendly, less healing, less upfront, and more aggressive, showing more wicked traits, expressing hatred & annoyance towards humanity.

Before I knew it for the last two years everything that the tree spirits would express was repetitious hatred. Every other day i could hear trees shouting at humans that would pass by with negativity. They weren’t even necessarily directing it towards me. But they wanted me to hear it.

I was also talked by a tree spirit for some time. She wouldn’t ever speak. She would only watch me with this weird stillness. I finally let her inside of my body and that increased the negativity towards humanity yet stroking my ego. Which i had a hard time believing.

My spiritual warfare began just before I converted. In fact I knew because of the negative behavior of trees something wasn’t right. Suddenly the paths i had been on for the past 15 years seemed wrong.

It made me really look at path, how i was helping others, and how my life has fallen apart;it all became clear to me that I needed something else. Suddenly I began to have dreams of Jesus coming.

And as the days went by if I could describe it visually. Jesus approached me before i knew i needed him. I was hearing the voice of nature spirits aka demons, the planets, etc and by this time it was all turning into a hellish experience.

When I accepted Jesus presence. Every voice stopped. And still to this day I cannot hear them. I can sense them. The devil speaks to me still but in a very different way now that Jesus came into my life, body and once I saw him in nature…

They must obey him when he’s near.

So yea, the spirits of the tree are demonic. However you will never see it until you do. But think about it, why she we listen to the spirit of trees to guide us when they know nothing of being human. They can only show what they know.

A human cannot relate & shouldn’t take the advice from any spirit of nature. Nature is very jealous of humanity. And many of their views are very understandable. But they do not forgive. There’s a reason for this.

I wasn’t raised Christian. I am still learning the Bible. The experience of this, in my opinion, is proof that Jesus is real. Nature isnt on mankinds side.

Don’t take my word for it. Test nature.

A religion shouldnt be hated.


If the path you’re walking is the result of you not understanding Christianity or a result of hating Christianity then you’re doing it all wrong.

A religion shouldnt be hated.

Regardless of your path. If you don’t understand a religion well that is the flaw of the meaning you attached to the religion. Its common for anyone on any path to understand their religion in the way that they do!

Regardless of what religion you believe in, we all have a unique understanding of it. Whether it is productive or not.

People need to learn how to take responsibility for how they understand things. Because that’s where the error is when people make bad decisions & it ends up speaking on the behalf of the religion.

Therefore people end up hating a religion because of the mistakes made by the flawed human. They won’t give the religion a true chance but they blame it either on the person who initially gave the wrong impression or define the religion by their undersranding.

The cycle doesn’t break there.

It carries on. You aren’t any better if you dnt give the religion a fair shot if you continue to see it through the eyes of a broken perspective.

Many reject Christianity for the wrong reasons and embrace other religions for the wrong reasons. Because it all stemmed from feeling rejected by a religion, or seeing a Christian make bad decisions in the name of the Lord, etc etc.

Christianity nor other religions, inclusing atheism is going anywhere. Talking shit about any of them, rebelling against any of them will nor destroy them. They are all here because the other is here.

Want to know the real reason why you see flaw, darkness and mistakes attached to Christianity? Because Darkness is supposed to be revealed in that religion. The God sees to it. The whole point is to admit youre a “sinner”. To see the world without Rose colored glasses.

Why are all the other religions seemingly peaceful? Because those religions are attempting to promise & sell you something. Darkness would be hidden or explained vaguely.

Many assume its the other way around.I used to believe that.

But one day i woke up, a Theistic Satanist, holding onto these beliefs that supposedly liberated me, that supposedly were helping me to manifest my dreams. Yet my life had fallen down around me.

I had many spirit guides, i was working with the planets, the many God’s, the fairies, etc…
And at first it was beautiful, miraculous. They madee feel special because, and I quote, “Not too many humans listen, but you do”, but as time went by their messages because repetitious, and increasingly hateful. Not towards me but towards humanity in general.

Why? Because humanity can be very ignorant about their surroundings, we can be selfish, many of us don’t give a shit about anything other than what we chose to give a shit about. Many of us are narcissistic & barely care for ourselves correctly let alone anyone else. Even in the most benevolant person there is major flaw and evil buds that can grow.

Ask any human why they hate humans and the answers are similar. But this influence comes from the same source I was getting my information from. We shouldnt hate our own kind… Because one isn’t better than the other, if we are honest. Seeing our darkness as a way to facing the world.

Separating ourselves, isolating ourselves, and choosing to worshiping planets, animals, trees or ourselves isn’t the answer. It will throw you off balance.

Humans have a large power because we were made in God’s image. So I’d we make the wrong mistakes the repercussions are going to either be Heavenly or Hellish.

This is why the need for Christianity was needed! Humanity needed to hear a story about a God no one had heard before, becoming a man, the one thing we hated & still do. We did and still do attempt with all of our might to find relation between ourselves and something unlike us because we reject ourselves,or want to learn about everything other than US.

So a story of a God unlike the others from the Romans, the Greeks, the Druids, and so on who became human. A human who lived a life of virtue. Who denied himself of every temptation in order to prove to humanity that there was and is a BEING of perfection that loved humans even when they themselves lost the truth of who they were, searching for it in destruction.

Because we knew we needed food, we needed sex to procreate, we needed materials to build homes and animals to give us materials to make clothes. These needs showed us eho we were & we became desensitized & shrugged at darkness by creating more darkness that added by ignorance of balance or discipline.

Jesus had to do as he did to instill the laws and truth of human nature within the present, future, and past once again. Because no one could remember such perfection that the true GOD was. That was so far away from where we were and still is. We have no comprehension of what perfection is so He can be called just that.

He needed to teach us of light, love, and forgiveness so that we would have a chance at redemption. A chance of becoming a Son of God just as he.

So that we could have the knowledge of saving ourselves from our own destruction. Because it is in our nature to destroy each other and ourselves.

And that is mostly whether we realize it, or not, whether we admit it or not, being a sinner means we are naturally destructive.

And by forgiveness & evolution through God is how we will learn to do better.

There is a void within us that we all attemptto fill by everything. Negative, positive, right, wrong, philosophies, God’s, anti-gods, demons, fairies, politics and art. Some will quicken the destruction some will slow it.

But only Jesus can illuminate it, protect it, and reveal to you what it is and what to do with it. It brightens with Christ so you can see. It darkest with the Enemy.

False Prophets? Really?


False Prophets? Really?

Okay, my fellow Christians & others, in these modern times this doesnt need to be the focus. I could understand when Jesus was alive & even many years later. And I can even understand speaking of someone who is in political power.

But exposing false prophets whom are online? Regardless if your opinion is valid. But seriously we need to look at more than just aspects before “exposing” people.

I’ve heard many people claim that two of the christians i watch on youtube are false while they claim others are false.

I just dont believe this works like it used to. The times have changed. And we are most likely going to be too inexperienced to be claiming others are false prophets unless its obvious like they are conning people out of money. And as far as this is concerned, we should already know they are to an extent using their stance for money.

If we have faith in what we say we do, then God will reveal them. We dont need to. These days that causes more confusion than good.

Not everything in the Bible needs to apply to these modern times. There is nothing wrong with questioning God when we arent sure about certain directions in the Bible.

Im not saying that the key elements are false but some things just wont work thw same in these modern times. Because of how things have changed and the Enemy works differently with people. Let’s not deny whats in front of us.

Not all paths lead to God-My Response


Something I commented on a few videos that were stating all paths to God are dangerous or stating other denominations of Christianity are wrong–etc.

“I would spend more time explaining that difference among translations of the bible that lead to different paths among the Christian realm is going to happen and cannot be avoided.

Ive noticed that there is a large amount of people will go to extremes to point out the invalidity of Catholicism or whatever concept another Christian is holding rather than simply stating that this difference among humanity in every paradigm whether right or wrong in the eyes of The God or A God, is going to happen.

People are not communicating things correctly. You people are saying one thing is right & the other is wrong. That’s not how God works. Thats Satan.

God created everything & everyone. And regardless if God would do as you have or Lucifer, is irrelevant. God understands the place we hold. While we are both right and wrong. This is why he can forgive us. So long as our request for forgiveness is genuine.

We send ourselves ro hell when we don’t see our poor choices. Hell awaits. Then hell comes when we see the poor choices.

In truth Satan needs to be understood on every level in order for this to be understood. Satan isnt all bad. He is, after all, the teacher of Good & Evil. That doesn’t mean he doesn’t lie, but it also doesnt mean he never tells the truth or has validity in his claims.

This is why individuality needs to be encouraged and not feared on some level. Good deals with everyone on an individual level.

Which includes dealing with their background whether it’s of a satanic manner, like myself, or not. Satanic current in within all things.

It’s alive in all debates and all arguments that state even on a benevolant level, “I’m right, you’re wrong.” But it’s also alive in other ways that may contradict what I just said.

God said this world is of Satan’s domain. He is the prince & power of the air. In order to understand that one needs to understand their paganism to some degree. The spirits of the air is of the intellect. The will of the ego & need to understand. Particuarly one goes to extremes to be understood.

God created Satan, the enemy, Lucifer, and all the spirits whom turned against him and all of us are paying the price of that. Because ifit weren’t for Satan putting his will above God’s then we wouldn’t have the knowledge of choice. We would be one with God.

God, in my opinion, was going to have Adam & Eve taste the forbidden fruit but when the time was right. But if we pay attention, God is full of test givings. Everything is a test.

Everything we chose to say has risk in being wrong. Even in the eyes of God and in ways that we don’t understand.

The Bible cannot explain everything. I am not discouraging it from being read. Read it. It’s a source of truth, the number one source of truth for christians.

But it would be silly to believe there arent mistakes made by man. Even when writing such source of truth. Even with the most Holy of intentions we can accidentally go against God’s will. If we can follow the fallen angel without realizing it then we can translate the Bible in the wrong way. We can speak out of the wrong points and we can condemn the wrong person, wrong path, and miss the point entirely.

Above all the Bible is saying to tread lightly. And to seek understanding. But we cannot understand if we don’t follow the enemy to some degree. We must make mistakes.

Which is the same as saying “I’m a sinner.”

Everyone’s story of salvation is important. No matter how that road looks to onlookers. No one can define the heart of another. So therefore stating a denomination or path of Christianity is wrong is something that needs to be done with an improved way.

The face of christianity has been full of hypocrisy and violence for years. This isn’t beneficial. That’s not the fault of anyone’s except for the face od christainity.

There will be zero conversions if the teachings are mirroring what they’ve been. Evolution of communicating the word of God is needed.

Defense isn’t necessary. Saying different words, and understanding why this is more powerful is needed. If Christians love everyone as we say we do. We need to stop defending ourselves & be real.

God works with each one individually which means there is more tolerance that needs to be had. Everyone is allowed to have their own understanding of Christianity so long as it’s beneficial and their heart is genuine.

Only Christ can say who’s heart is genuine. No matter the choices and actions that have come out of them.

To say that it’s untrue that all paths lead to God is presumptuous. I was a spiritual Satanist and I woke up and found Christ suddenly one day.

If God wants us to see him, he will make that happen. And i have seen many different things and have been places where majority has not been.

In the end it was my choice to convert. But ultimately what enabled me to see it was my genuine need to understand God on a heart level.

I didn’t come into satanism with greed. I came into it to understand and find truth. If that’s in your heart, ultimately you will find Christ.

It isn’t up to humanity to say what the other is doing spiritually speaking is wrong, we can say it may not be fruitful & sinful, but wrong? That’s paradoxical.

If there’s paradox, there’s Satan. I should know. I’ve seen the fallen angel in all of his guises.”

Forgive your enemies.


To my lovely enemies.

I wanted to take a moment to speak to all of you;as I know I have many of you.

Whether for better or worse, whether your reason is rooted in truth… or not. Regardless if my reasons and ways are rooted in truth.

I still felt it was needed for me to speak to you all.

First I’d like to thank all of you for the memories, particuarly when you & I were on good terms.

As most enemies started as friends, or started as enemies then went to friends then back to enemies.

Sometimes however we can be both friends & enemies at once for years while in a relationship/friendship. Silly right?

This shit happens. I believe it’s important for us all to realize that we are on this Earth together. And the truth doesn’t have many colors. It has one. The truth is expressed with different colors but the truth itself isn’t varied.

Most of us tend to live life in the way that says, “I don’t understand it therefore it’s wrong” or we decide to not have time for it. Or we fear it. How do we know these thoughts have validity?

The decision doesn’t protect us. It actually disables us to understand. Many of our decisions are rooted in ignorance.

What happens on this Earth will be mostly made up of suffering. There is no way around it. No way to escape it.

Your mistakes arent better or worse than mine. And vice versa. To believe so is a choice in rejecting truth. We then cannot see properly if we owe responsibility in situations or not if we see better or worse in these terms.

We destroy out of fear, ignorance and false sense of ego. Sometimes it’s for reasons we don’t see at the time. Sometimes our choices were guided by God, sometimes not.

This should make us more vigilant & open our eyes. Whether you want to say its God or the power of Good versus the opposition. Its the same.

But my dear enemies, you’ve misunderstood me. You’ve feared me. You’ve chastizede me. You’ve judged me. And at one point or another or on some other level, within my own ignorance, I’ve done the same to you.

I don’t believe anyone is inherently evil. But I do believe we can be guided so far away from the truth of benevolance (On more than one level) that we become desensitized and corrupted in our choices.

So this message is to say that no matter your response to this, spoken or unspoken,I forgive you for your destruction you’ve cast upon me. You weren’t aware of your flawed perspective.. and neither was I in relation to you.

In the end we committed the same crime. Using different defenses, truth, and lie. While wearing different shades of the same blindfold.

I release the burden of my enemies so as to not have a heavy heart that will lead me towards corruption once again.

To continue being my enemy is now in your own hands.

Face of Christianity


The Face of Christianity.

Over the past few years I’ve noticed the face of Christianity changing some which has influenced me on a profound level, truly.

It is because of this positivity that has moved me closer towards surrendering to Christ & allowing him to take hold and mold onto who I’m destined to be.

Anyone whom knows me knows how resistant I was towards the Christianity movement. It began to form when I was young becauseof negative influence from the church & Christian friends & family.

I was bribed by grandfather to be baptised at 8 years old. My mother was atheist and didn’t talk about God. I was unfairly criticised by my best friend because of certain things I was into the church told her to. She had me go to church because I was a big fan of Marilyn Manson at 15. Everyone there forced me to sit still as they put their hands on, speaking in tongues then so called excorcised the demons out of me. When I hadn’t gotten into anything harmful at that point.

I just loved a rockstar. Whom I saw as needed to be heard and understood. But the church said so many mean things about him without any solid truth to back it up.

Rockstars have and do save many peoples lives.

I had a fucked up view of this christianity ever since. I stayed away from it and mocked it. However I got into satanism about 12 years ago. I’ve been through many twist and turns. Which ultimately led me here now.

This post however is focused on the very fact that the face of Christianity needs to continue it’s alterations. No one will open up to it if people are forcing others to be excorcized of their demons, judged harshly, or told they need to change in some way for God.

What’s needed has been stated. And done. The heart of another is Gods business. How one walks with God is ultimately between God & that person.

God will never tell you to give precise directions in expressing judgement towards another. The job of a Christian is to practice seeing Jesus Christ’s grace, love, and wisdom & learn how to uniquely express that in ones own way towards all else. Allow Christ to live through you touching the lives of others.

By this example it gives people the truth on many levels. It shows how God works through you as an individual. God wants us to understand and know him.

God is much different than much of man has portrayed him. Due to mistranslation, scapegoating, projecting, gaslighting, and more reasons.

If God says to one that they should express their christianity in a way that may be less known, misunderstood or even contraversial then it is what it is. Maybe your idea of what a Christian is shouldn’t be taken so seriously as you think. Or maybe you’re not being honest about your own version of Christianity.

If you’re struggling with what Christianity or the Bible means and are saying other ways are wrong, this could be a trap. Doesnt mean it is. But over analyzing this meaning particularly for others without asking God directly without the translation of the Bible, and asking only of direction for your own path… This means you could be stuck in a world of needing to be right.

If you need to be right, you think you might be wrong.

Im a Christian witch. If you need more definition of what that means, read this. But you’re disagreement towards path is wrong. You don’t understand my heart, nor my background.

The enemy influences us all no matter our walk with God. And realizing that just because I renounce much of my prior practices & just because I worship Jesus Christ first doesn’t mean I don’t still respect the Goddess. It doesn’t mean I’ve forgotten the Earth &her sacrifices.

I’m completely permitted to hold a spot we in my heart towards the past, towards nature spirits, other lesser gods, Goddesses, and even Satan & Lucifer himself!

I understand these beings and energies in ways that many will never. Because of my past. Just because you walk with God in a specific way that doesnt mean that it pertains to me. Do not preach your understanding of God, JC or the Bible to others. Only preach the facts.

Jesus Christ is the Lord, the king and savior. He died for our sins. And he must be know, accepted and seen in the human heart in order to be saved spiritually.

Beyond that? Speak of all else as your understanding. Because our understanding is flawed. Question your underatanding of the Bible. Not the Bible, and not the testimony of others.

There are other aspects to my story, their story, and God’s story.

Redefine the church & change the face of Christianity.

Blessings

Redefining Christian Witch-Not what u think!


What makes my path Christian? And What makes it Witchy or Pagan?

First & Foremost Jesus Christ is my Lord & Savior. He isn’t an ascended master as I’ve seen many Christian Witches believe him to be. The teachings of Christ are above & beyond all others. And these teachings speak to the individuals heart of all whom reach out for his guidance & light! In this way I worship no other God.

However I recognize The Trinity. I show respect towards Virgin Mary & the Goddess Hekate. (Which is where my witch roots come in)

In the past I was polytheistic, I can see that there is the influence from other so called deities or demons (daimons) however one would look at them. They have both good & bad attributes to them as I will discuss at a later time.

What is witchy about me? My respect towards Hekate. My respect towards the Underworld & magick. My respect towards those before me. My ancestors & the lives that were lost during religious wars. Particularly any women whether truly a witch or not.

The Goddess isnt forgotten. God wouldn’t and couldn’t.

But I understand why he did as he did when Jesus was born, crucified and ressurected. As I will deeply discuss my ideas at a later time.

Do I believe in astrology? I believe it’s both true and false. Do I believe it has more advantage than having a relationship with Christ? I believe that the spirits of the planets whom converse with humanity relating to Astrology can offer very flashy words and stroke the ego but the end result is the pushing of belief in evolution.

And I no longer see truth in evolution. If evolution was true then humanity would be much further in the evolutionary stages than we are. It’s illusion. To keep a false belief in some kind of race to an imaginary finish line that a human mind has made up.

Only God can decide evolution. What, where and how. Humanity can only chose to follow suit or rebel. Humanity cannot create a bladeof grass let alone be stable to make up evolutionary milestones. Lol

So, if astrology is working for you? Cool. But if it becomes repetitive & unfruitful? Rethink your source of information. Why bypass Christ whom is clear, grounded and without this mystical layer of magick all-over him as the others do because of the magick they are selling you–to listen to the voices of the planets whom give truthfully generalizations.

Humans, all of us, are much more similar than we tend to want to admit. Astrology is over the top when you can go straight to source, through JC.

Do I use tarot or oracle cards? I don’t use Tarot anymore, but I wi use some Oracle cards. I also trust the Akashic Tarot. The Akashic records told me one thing two years ago;Jesus Christ was to be accepted by all of humanity in order to gain soul regeneration. (So to speak)

I was told this before my conversion.

Some Oracle cards are actually fine but it depends on the type and where the information is coming from. And this isn’t okay with every person who considers themselves a Christian. Because it’s not for you.
At the same time, that doesn’t mean that oracle cards should be depended on for truth but to put something or someone to the test.

There is no higher way to find truth than to ask Christ. The only way cards & all witchcraft,new age supplies can cause issues is if you fear them, which means you believe in them.

Demons and spirits can influence you with and without these “doorways” in your home.

And depends on your mind, the spirits or demons, the reasons for the haunting, and method of oppression.

Temptation comes in all shapes and sizes. Not just these shapes.

Just because I converted & saw truth doesn’t mean I won’t ever be effected by darkness again or make bad decisions.

Remember this is an already. Darkness will remain. But asking Him to shine the light will begin true change within oneself.

Will I ever speak to passed on loved ones? Depends on the situation and person. Cast spells? Not anymore. Channeling? Not purposefully.

I suppose the way the witch part still applies is that I am not running from the demons, spirits or passed on loved ones. I have seen too much. I know that there is danger, corruption, and what not within these things. But it doesn’t mean there isn’t a reason for the situation.

Im not completely renouncing my practices before my conversion. I may be putting down certain things & I have dropped my dependence on certain practices to do what JC can do.

But I AM completely renouncing my satanic practices & I am letting go of Satan, Lucifer as a main deity that I follow as I was before.
However that doesn’t mean I don’t understand his role in this life for both better & worse. He truly does teach the knowldge of good & evil. Which is the same as seeing our difficult times as dark gifts once we rise above them.

Satan & Sin doesn’t need to be hated. That is a trap. It needs to be seen through, understood, and accepted as a part of darkness. But also a partof darkness that always has the opportunity to be forgiven or redeemed when sincerely sought after.

Human anger & hate never amounts to anything. We should never take it upon ourselves to believe that we understand something to it’s fullest amount that hatred from our hearts is what’s warranted. I’ve never seen hatred nor anger amount to anything for me. And I’ve explored many things. Yes I still feel it. But it’s not my responsibility to keep it with me. It’s a tool to use to protect me if needed. But held on for longer than a few moments it becomes a weapon.

I’ve always found that even in the darkest of situations, how it unfolds depends largely on how you interact with the situation itself. Life for everyone is complicated, full of darkness and suffering, with God searching for us in every darkest night.

Trust in his knowledge and faith that what will be done is what’s best is the only way to find peace. It’s never made any sense that we don’t know why we are here. To me, I’ve always felt a sense of trust in truth being here only not accepted or understood. If we are here. Directions is the logical thing that would come to us. And from God, not another Human.

The expereience of God isn’t fancy, it isn’t flamboyant, it isn’t here to coddle your ego, or give you want you want. The experience of JC comes when you’re fed up from the game & ready for truth. When you’re ready to confess you’re shortcomings, and ask for help. He comes then and slowly fills your heart releasing you of what stands between you & him.

Lifting the veil.

This is why I’m Christian. Im witchy or pagan because I will never forget the sacrifices the Goddess has made as well, still here, yet working from a far. I will always be balanced in my worship of both.

He comes first.

Violet